Maybe I’m still simmering in the afterburn of the holidays. But after thirty years in the news business and five years out, I don’t know how anyone in the toxic world of modern journalism can have a positive outlook at anything. I’ve developed a theory that people with a keen sense of reality are the most likely candidates for depression- medical condition or not. I sometimes consider my time away from the newsroom a recovery period.
The saying “Ignorance is bliss” written by Thomas Gray around 250 years ago is a perfect articulation of the fantasy world most “happy” people live in. FYI: Gray also produced the enduring popular phrases “Far from the madding crowd”, “The paths of glory”, “Celestial fire”, “The unlettered muse”, and “Kindred spirit.” It is possible to know too much, think too much and feel too much just as it is to drink, eat and pollute too much. In a recent documentary, Bob Dylan said “anyone can be happy”- the implications being “if you choose to be” and, perhaps, “if you’re ignorant.”
Part of my reason for blogging is not being able to cleanse the toxicity of worldly awareness out of my poisoned spirit. I’m still afflicted with journalism even after retiring from it and endlessly criticizing it. But now, I need to really break away. The Dark Age of Bush- the failed policies, the accelerating greed, corruption, violence and stupidity- seem pointless to write about. We know it’s wrong, we know it’s bad and we know he will soon be gone. We’ll all elect someone to replace him in 2008 but I have little hope anything will really change given the toxic political and philosophical war that has divided and paralyzed America for the past 25 years or so. One person can write only so much and produce tangible results without going nuts. Look at journalism: after ten years of everyone complaining about how bad it is, it’s only gotten worse.
I’ve spent the last four years starting a business, moving to Utah, voyaging to Tibet and Iceland, and more time either on a mountainside or in front of a computer. I’ve learned that the answers for me, and possibly a lot of other folks, lie beyond the consumption-crazed, win-at-all-costs, know-it-all world of political leaders, celebrities and business tycoons. They lie outside the big books of religious fantasies, self-help and pharmaceutical remedies. They lie outside- period. So that’s where I’m going. I’ve come to believe that saving Nature is directly related to saving all of us, everything. And anything less is an admission of failure or worse- a suicide wish.
OK, enough of that old, boring, depressing stuff! LET’S MAKE A SNOWMAN!